Tears! tears! tears!

Tears! tears! tears!
In the night, in solitude, tears,
On the white shore dripping, dripping, suck'd in by the sand,
Tears, not a star shining, all dark and desolate,
Moist tears from the eyes of a muffled head;
O who is that ghost? that form in the dark, with tears?
What shapeless lump is that, bent, crouch'd there on the sand?
Streaming tears, sobbing tears, throes, choked with wild cries;
O storm, embodied, rising, careering with swift steps along the beach!
O wild and dismal night storm, with wind - O belching and desperate!
O shade so sedate and decorous by day, with calm countenance and regulated pace,
But away at night as you fly, none looking - O then the unloosen'd ocean,
Of tears! tears! tears!

A Tear

I
Know of beauty
That no one has ever Known.

How could that be possible
When I may seem
So new in infinite time?

It is because God belongs only to you!

Did you hear that?
Did you hear what i just said?

God belongs only to you!

It is the only reasonable payment
For a single.Tear.


~Roop"For a Single Tear"

TERI YAAD AAYEGI

Ek tu teri aawaaz yaad aayegi,
teri kahi hui har baat yaad aayegi,
Din dhal jaayega raat yaad aayegi,
har lamha pehli mulaqaat yaad aayegi..
Kabhi hasti kabhi roti kabhi muskurati..
ye zindgi tere bin bhi kat jaayegi..
Par kuch kami isme bhi to reh jayegi.
dil ko tadpayegi kabhi tarsayegi.
har lamha teri yaad aa jayegi....

Just 13 Years Left

Heres to you, my last breath,
heres to you my last step,
heres to you, my last tear,
heres to you,
because i still love you,
everything about you makes me smile, but its not me,
who's smiling anymore,
cuz u took it from me and gave it to her...

heres to you,my only love
heres to you,my only life
heres to you, my only me
heres to you,
because i not longer wish to be,
i tried to give up,
the feeling came back,
i wish it would stop!!!!

heres to you,my first last,
heres to you, my first pill,
heres to you, my first end,
i give it all to you,
because you tore it all away,
you ripped out my heart,
and now everyone has to pay ......

Best Way To Die...

Just LOVE someone sincerely
and you'l feel death
everytime your heart beats.

Still you have to live
you have to smile
you gotto make people around you laugh

B'coz in today's world
no one cares about your pain.
If you are of some use to others
you can survive
and your life belongs to others.
"Love" in today's world is just a word.
True Love does not exist.
You have friends not b'coz you need them,
or they care for you,
it's b'coz they use you as long as they want to
and then don't even look back at you
b'coz now you've
done all you could do to make them happy.

You can't even HATE the person you LOVE
Why???
B'coz you LOVE him.
You love him more than your life, your dreams, your destiny.
Today if you want anyone to love you
no matter if it's a True love or a Fake one,
All you need to have is BEAUTY,
Beauty of Bodyody and not of Soul,
Beauty of Face and not of Heart.

In this world,finding True Love
is like finding Flowers in a Desert
or looking for Stars on Earth.
You'll never get one,
NEVER EVER.

So never get close to anyone,
never let your heart care for anyone.
Never listen to your heart
and never let it beat for anyone.
Or else, one day
you'll find it broken inside you.

YOUR HEART IS YOUR WORST ENEMY...!!!

Love and Happiness are Fake words.
They will never stay with you.
They come for sometime,
make you dream and hope.
And when your heart is under their control,
they leave you,
and they don't hesitate in doing so
b'coz they know the whole world is running after them.
Everybody wants to be loved and to be happy.
But neither love nor happiness is permanent,
nor is the SORROW or PAIN,
but these do exist for a longer period of time.

Pain n Sorrows are your True Friends.
They may leave you
but b'coz they LOVE you they soon come back to you.
Saddness and Pain make you come to know about the real world.
They make you strong from inside
and give you the biggest power that can exist in the universe.
The Power to Live with a Broken Heart,
The Power to Smile when your Heart Cries.

And your Biggest Support,
your Best Friend is LONLINESS.
It will be there with you whenever you need it.
A broken heart can be alone
even when surrounded by people
who call themselves to be yours.

So better KICK OFF the words
LOVE, CARE and HAPPINESS
Coz they'll always keep you AWAY from LIFE.

NEVER EVER TRUST ANYONE

And live with PAIN, LONLINESS and SORROWS.
They'll take you far in life.
And you'll never be scared of being left or losing anyone
or not being LOVED!!!

May Love Prevail

Since I stood you on your head and told you
you don't know the way I feel and
you don't see the things I see.
Well, you've been walking home alone and shaking
weightless like a sparrow bone.
You know my mind is like water
and I'm silver like eels
and I am better left all alone.

But water's a lie and I am a liar
can you see this yet?

What we have is strong and tender
So hold onIn the middle of the madness
When the time is running out and you're left alone
All I want is you to know that
It's strong still
Can't pull us apart
Nothing can come
Between us
Nothing can pull us apart

I want this madness to stop.
If the price is the end of humanity.
It's a deal.
I just want life to go on.
I want this beauty left alone.
without us.

We are no longer part of it.
We just try to remember how it used to be.
We can't. The price would be too high.

The loss too big.

Now the loss is inevitable.

We're going down, brothers and sisters.

May love prevail. And save us all.

You Left In The Lightening And Rain

You left in the lightning and rain
Without a chance to say good-bye.
You left in the thunder and pain

With your friends on a country lane.
You were driving I can’t deny.
You left in the lightning and rain.

Crossing the tracks, struck by a train.
Sudden and senseless way to die,
You left in the thunder and pain.

A force seatbelts could not restrain.
Your face uplifted toward the sky,
You left in the lightning and rain.

Tufts of hair gone and bits of brain,
Mangled, bloody, quietly you lie.
You left in the thunder and pain.

Life now seems brittle and insane.
You were my “catcher in the rye”.
You... left in the lightning and rain.
You... left in the thunder and pain.

Out alone in the winter rain,
Intent on giving and taking pain.

You left in the lightning and rain
Without a chance to say good-bye.
You left in the thunder and pain

I'l Be Waiting

I miss the things you told me,
I'll be waiting for you
I just wish you would hold me,
I'll be waiting for you
If you decide to change your mind,
I'll be waiting for you
I miss the things you told me,
I'll be waiting for you,
I'll be waiting there for you,
Waiting there for you,
Waiting there for you,
I keep waiting, anticipating you

Silent Suicide

a kiss upon your lips,
a lie upon your tongue,
a rope around my neck,
your hand around the gun,
everything i am is everything you detest,
everything i was, a pointless fucking mess,

turn around and close your eyes,
id prefer if you watch me die,
its almost over hold your breath,
this day is no different from the rest,

undo these straps and let me out,
ill bet you love it when i scream and fucking shout,
don't hold me back, I'm going insane,
Ive got disaster on the brain,
everything i am is everything you detest,
everything i was, a pointless fucking mess,

over and over,
again and again,
your so pathetic,
and its driving me insane,

no moving forward,
no going back,
my silent suicide,
a panic attack.

What Have I Done???

What have I done
To deserve all of this
I cannot understand
Why everyone is hurting me
What have I done
For you to turn away
Leaving me here...So cold...In the rain...
Drenched in my own blood
I’m not able to move
I’m holding back my tears
What have I done
Is it the way I act?
Is it the way I look?
Is it what I do?
All I ever wanted was to do the right thing...
Drenched in my own tears
Oh how the rain conceals them so well...
What have I done...
What have I done....

So you judge me
So you tear me apart
So I’m troutchured
I’m a little play thing, am I?
Does my pain amuse you?!
BECAUSE YOURS AMUSES ME!!!
AAHHHHH!!!
So what have I done!?
To deserve all that pain?!
What did I do?!
What did I do, huh?!
Do I amuse you?!
I’m a little play thing, am I?
Do I amuse you?!
Do you see me as a play thing?!

Not any more!
NO LONGER SHALL I BE TROUCHURED!!
I will have my revenge...
I will make them feel the suffering
I’ve had to go through all these years...
And like them...I SHALL SHOW NO MERCY!!

So... Who’s laughing now?
Ha ha ha ha ha...
Who’s stronger now...?
Ha ha ha ha ha...
Who’s BLEEDING now?
Who’s WEAK now?
Who’s SCARED now?
You’re scared now?
You’re scared now?!
You’re fear amuse me!!
You’re blood tastes so sweet!
WHO’S SORRY NOW!!!
YOU GOT WHAT’S COMING TO YOU!!!!
YOU PATHETIC WEAKLING!!!
You’re dead!I’ve shown no mercy...
.....
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................
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What have I done....

What Have I Done?

What have I done
To deserve all of this
I cannot understand
Why everyone is hurting me
What have I done
For you to turn away
Leaving me here...
So cold...In the rain...
Drenched in my own blood
I’m not able to move
I’m holding back my tears
What have I done
Is it the way I act?
Is it the way I look?
Is it what I do?
All I ever wanted was to do the right thing...
Drenched in my own tears
Oh how the rain conceals them so well...
What have I done...
What have I done....

Thats me

She sits alone,
her face calm and silent.
She seems like only a clone,
one who inside is violent.

She stares off into space,
feeling pain inside.
But she cannot erase,
her thoughts of suicide.

They all ask "What's wrong?"
like they know how she feels.
But she knows she doesn't belong,
so she'll continue to slice her heels.

She tries to release,
the pain that torments her.
All she wants is peace,
its what she'd prefer.

But no one can leave,
her tormented soul alone.
So she'll continue to grieve,
until her skin turns to bone.

it waz nvr love dat broke my heart,
it waz losing that love dat tore me apart

i cnt cry hard enough for u to hear me

i'd rather chew on broken grass than to keep on living...

thr r no tears,
no feeling of guilt,
nowhr 2 channel d anger,
nowhr 2 leave d pain

i'm TiReD of tRyInG,i'M TiReD of CrYiNg,i knw i'v been SmIliNg but inside i'm DiEin'

dn't lead me on,
n leave me confused,
any girl wud rather b left alone,
than hv her heart abused

d tears i wish 2 wipe away,
wil return unchecked 4 another day.
Alas! dat is d price i pay

not all scars show.
not all wounds heel.
sometimes u cnt c d pain dat u feel

dn't step on a daisy while looking 4 a rose

i try 2 laugh abt it,
cvr it all up wth lies.
i try 2 laugh abt it,
hiding d tears in my eyes.

dying seems less sad than hvin' lived too little

Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world,
Which I find myself constantly walking around
In the daytime, n falling in at night.
I MISS u like HELL!!!

khud ko khud say humkalam kar k dekhna....
kitna mushkil hay yah kam kar k dekhna......

kis qadar udas ghuzarti hain meri shamain .....
yaad kisi ko kisi sham kar k dekhna........

Losing

With what a deep devotedness of woe
I wept thy absence - o'er and o'er again
Thinking of thee, still thee, till thought grew pain,
And memory, like a drop that, night and day,
Falls cold and ceaseless, wore my heart away!

Maybe part of loving is learning to let go

M No Angel

You see, I'm no angel
though I'v wanted to be.
I'v hurt many people
by just being me.

And this man, this stranger,
who did not pass me by,
Set free for an instant
An Angel to Fly.

A Stranger???

I'll never forget him,as he went on his way,
because he gave me something i can never repay.
He gave me a chance to give what i could,
a chance to feed someone when no one else would
- a chance to be special, a chance to be good

Tell Me A Story

Tell me a story, my heart is empty.
Let the tears flow,my eyes are dry.
Too long has discouragement bound me.
Lift my soul, let me fly.

Tell me a story, my hope has diminished.
Tell me of faith and love.
Remind me that we are created
To live on earth as in heaven above.

Tell me a story, fill my heart with compassion.
Open my eyes,i'v been blind.
Remind me that all are one
That we all should be loving and kind.

Serve me another helping,
More stories for my soul.
To lovelet us encourage each other
That higher dimensions of love may we know.

Brokenheart

Jab unki dhun mein jiya karte the
Hum bhi chup chap jiya karte the
Aankhon mein pyaas hua karti thi
Dil mein toofan utha karte the
Log aate the gazal sunne ko
Hum unki baat kiya karte the
Sach samajhte the unke waadon ko
Raat din ghar me raha karte the
Kisi virane mein unse milkar
Dil mein kya phool khila karte the
Ghar ki dewaar sajane ki khatir
Hum unka naam likha karte the
Kal unhe dekh kar yaad aaya
Hum bhi kabhi mohabbat kiya karte the